ON SUNDAY MORNING….
How is it that that song is like YEARS old now? Time just really isn’t polite huh? Doesn’t wait for NO ONE, which is probably why my daily dose of frustration includes the same phrase: “WHY AM I NOT DOING MORE?!” As you all know I have the AMA’S ON THE 23, which again I’m basically shitting my pants over, but I am keeping that totally internal and am only telling you guys. I know once the day comes I will kick ass and just be myself, which is the exact reason they chose me? I hope? I don’t know.. I don’t know if you can believe this but I don’t usually think before I speak so hopefully that comes in handy during this experience and doesn’t totally explode in my face…
BTW-Sorry I’ve been so MIA, the truth is I have just been busy man and this again is still very homemade. B&L IS NOT a machine at this point and it is solely run by me, myself and I. If I’m lazy or feeling uninspired….so is this baby right here…DOMINO EFFECT if you will…..
I am not going to force this post, I am going to stalk my own IG and see if people are being nice or mean to me today…I gotta say, usually it’s a lot of love and I feel very blessed for it! Of course since I’m a human being and female I tend to only focus on the negative comments and retract to the inside of my brain and have full on conversations with the people who are talking shit to me on my photo..like that’s normal in anyway…
But sometimes it really gets the best of me and I want to get loud with people. OUR IG’S are still run by us, no matter how many followers, we’re still people and still see all the shit everybody writes..
K Happy Sunday. I’m extra jittery right now for no reason so I’ll come back to this later. ciao ciao