How weird is it when you reach a point where you actually think about life? The years ahead, what’s to come, is it actually going to come? What really makes you happy? What is happiness? I feel as I so rapidly approach my 28th birthday (May 22nd) These thoughts have really been occupying my head lately.
The one thing I can say is that it’s very enjoyable to grow into yourself, to trust your instincts, and really not let the small stuff occupy you. Change has become very much appreciated and the unknown is no longer scary but rather exciting. I have grown bored of friendships, routine, and the same opinions I have been holding onto for years. I have an unshakeable craving to grow and push myself out of any comfort zone that I have relied on for so long.
Another thing I’ve found about growing older is that you’re less afraid to be by yourself. Doing things alone, not needing to constantly have somebody by your side reassuring you of what you already know…. It’s refreshing, invigorating and just so much less bullshit. I guess I just realize how much I like myself, the person I’m becoming as well as the parts of the me I’m leaving behind every day, little by little. The truth is I want to be great because I feel like I have the potential to be GREAT. I don’t mean to sound overly cocky or self obsessed which we all I know I am, just more ready to “Take on” whatever is to come- I think that is a good way to start MONDAY! I am off to COSTCO now- lots of Smart Water Realness is about to happen!