I’m currently very annoyed because I have run out of make-up wipes…. it’s just not the same washing your makeup off without the first step of the very crucial wipe… I also have had such a PMS induced headache all day long which as you can imagine has really not been pleasant for poor Brendan. I think we’ve all been a little tense besides the PMS. Officially two shows have aired, I no longer have any control over my Instagram and keeping track of any friend activity…which is just bizarre? Most of the responses that I have personally gotten have been positive, and the negative usually come from a random 13 year old from Nebraska who has an abundance of photos with his mom and dog? Like wtf? I just don’t understand the shit talking on people’s photos? Like isn’t the point of being cool at that age- is to actually be cool and ignore “losers” like me? Sorry if this is a bit of a ramble I have just been processing exactly what is going on in my life currently. I must say I am more than grateful for the show and for the experience…I was always somebody who was a bit of a late bloomer, and always desperate for success in some way that I could say was created by myself – school never quite panned out the way it’s supposed to.
So if for some reason you feel as though you are or have experienced any of what I just mentioned above…I will say everybody has their moment. EVERYBODY.