How are you? Happy SUNDAY- I’m feeling very inspired and revved up this morning. Almost experiencing an indescribable feeling if you will. I can’t quite put my finger on it, but I feel very alive and very motivated to just sort of be raw and out there and not sweat the small stuff. I always sweat the small stuff and very sadly always seems to focus on the smallest of negatives(?) If something is not perfect- I AM NOT HAPPY. It’s the thing I like least about myself yet I always seem to succumb to it, until today. Number one on my list- I’m done shopping- no you read that correctly, I’m done. Bored people shop and I refuse to be bored. Not to mention I should probably focus a little more on being creative and put together 20 outfits with my existing closet. This way I will always have a go-to choice for when I need to throw something on, I have already started putting pieces together in my head as I type this out. I have no room for one more piece of something that already resembles two other pieces of something sleeping in an array of other somethings. I oversaturate my closet to the point of being overwhelmed, which leads me to be unable to put anything together…and trust me I have plenty to put together, as I’m sure you don’t doubt.
My goal is to create a new little world of happiness for myself that does include something I buy, or how my boyfriend treats me ( which is damn fucking well I might add) or how much attention my friends gives me, I just want to be happy on my time and own terms. Not spend money on the same white tee is how I plan to start this little adventure. The Lake House is on in the background- you know w/ Sandy Bullock? I am confused by it, but I will not change the channel, the unknown of it is rather soothing to me today. I also really enjoy not being hungover, I’m happy I did nothing this weekend, the nothing is a hell of a lot better than the something that would have resembled the exact same thing I did last weekend and last year, you see the pattern herE? It’s the same thing with my closet.
Also, in other news- we ordered lemon pepper wings in and I am a walking cramp as I anticipate my monthly gift. This week on B&L may be a picture diary of outfit posts, not sure yet. Enjoy the rest of you day!