THE AMERICAN MUSIC AWARDS
Happy Monday everybody! It is a very happy Monday indeed, especially for yours truly. First and foremost I want to give a very special shout out to everybody who not only watched my first ever hosting gig but tweeted me such nice words of encouragement and support. I know I probably sound like I’m excepting an award right now, but really I was very nervous going into everything and you guys really made me feel at ease, so thank you SO much and I’m really glad I wasn’t terrible and you were able to stick around and watch =) I also have to (very quickly) shout out: Dick Clark Productions for not only choosing me to be apart of your festivities but also for making me the newbie feel so comfortable and welcomed , and obviously everybody who I hosted with, you guys were all soooo amazing and sooo nice!
Ok I’m done! Let’s talk about my outfit! I feel like it was slammin on TV, BUT JUST DIDN’T photograph as well? The dress truly is a stunner in person and when you’re able to watch it move and all of the details show, it really is not fucking joke and I know a good dress when I see one, just in photos kinda blah?…or maybe it was the fact that the SECURITY CENSOR HAD NOT BEEN TAKEN OFF? Maybe that had something to do with it? Maybe I’m stiff and awkward in all of my posts because a sharp black censor was shoving itself through my spanx and into my labia? I feel like that would make any person uncomfortable but maybe I’m wrong? I dunno.. that was definitely not the most settling thing to find as I was changing in a public restroom five minutes before I had to go out and pose for photos on the red carpet……during my first red carpet gig of my life? Whatever no big…..The show must go on as they say? And it did…. just very uncomfortably
To prep for this whole ordeal- we had one table read, one run through, and then I was on camera live…I had no idea what I was doing. I just went for it and it was really so much fun. I guess I just got to go out there and talk to people- WHICH IS MY FAVORITE THING IN THE ENTIRE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The end goal has and always will be to have my own talk show- a la Chelsea Handler, this is my ultimate dream job and yesterday I felt as though I got one small step closer in having that dream be a reality, so I am forever grateful for it!! I am pretty exhausted though, we were on our feet all day long and obviously the five inches I was standing on was obviously not the most comfortable. I have a very secret project going on right now that I CAN’T WAIT TO SHARE with you very soon, so I am going to get back to that BUT I will have all outfit details for you very shortly!!!!!!!! Happy Monday again!!! BIG KISS